Sometimes

i wish that there were 26 hours rather than 24 hours in a day.
or that people would never have off days.
or that maybe your gpa wouldn't be what gets you into college.


but then again these are all topics that are practically impossible to change.

hallelujah . .

What a wonderful three weeks, this has been. With one day left, theres not much to do but wrap up the last Christmas gifts, smiles, cheers, & dances. WOOHOO.
but it was one of the best breaks ive had. :)

Wellllllllllllllllllll, i dont feel like typing out what i feel.

miss cal in what shit, 11 days! 10! OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGGgg.

goodnight.

pledge

i've had max of 3-4 hours of sleep each night for the past 4 nights. This week has been the busiest week of my life. I'm serious. It's been tiring & difficult, frustrating. It's a prep for competition season. . .

& yet, I can't give up. Not now. Not when everyone looks up at me and expects the best. & I am trying, I've given my all. Sometimes it's not enough & of course there will be people pushing, trying to make me better, but sometimes it just explodes. You don't know what to do anymore. So you take a step back, think what the hell is going on, maybe even cry a little, & figure out how to move on. Life is all about moving forward and making each moment better than the last, although things may not always turn out as expected.

So as I have concluded, I have a voice, I have a purpose, I am hard on myself, & only for the benefit of my own self, I have 4 other girls who are going through the same situation, therefore I have mad love for them. I have to realize that there's a story behind every move I make, every step and turn I take, most importantly,
I can't forget why I dance, because I love it. No matter what happens.

Oh, I can't forget to mention that Christmas is 15 days away, Vegas is 8 days away,& my momma's birthday is 3 days away. Then 'Hello 2009.'

coldd.

weather.. hm.

BUSIEST WEEK EVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
homework, this that, dance, practice, VARIETYSHOW, fun, sad, happy, frustrated, angry.
i am everywhere.


see you there.

december, remember?

its starting to look alot like Christmas!
& i'm sick, physically.
bahhhhumbug.

aww, i want to go to Disneyland .
It's always so pretty during the holidays..

So you

eat a turkey, turduckin, ham, or whatevvvvrs and you're thankful for what you have.

its what i did, with a sidedish of pmsing sister.
oh and i watched Twilight today and fell in love once again.
oh my family. oh my head.
oh the joy. oh the dread.

btwwhatever

happened to mk after fullhouse?

happyfriday.